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01 January 2020 @ 05:22 pm



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박봄 (Park Bom) - You and I

No matter what happens
Even when the skies falling down
I promise you
That I`m never let you go
Oh Oh Oh oh Oh oh-Yeah

You 내가 쓰러질 때 절대 흔들림 없이
When I fall down, without being shaken
강한 눈빛으로 몇 번이고 날 일으켜 줘
you raise me up with your strong eyes
And You 나 힘에 겨울 때 슬픔을 벼랑 끝까지
and you when I become weak and stood on the edge of the cliff
또 어김없이 찾아 와 두 손 잡은 그대에게
you, who came to me and held my hands

난 해준 게 없는데 초라한 나지만
I'm my miserable self that couldn't do anything for you
오늘 그대 위해 이 노래 불러요
but today I sing this song for you
Tonight 그대의 두 눈에
tonight in your two eyes
그 미소 뒤에 날 위해 감춰왔던 아픔이 보여요
I see the pain you've been hiding for me behind that smile
You and I together it`s just feels alright
이별이란 말은 never 그 누가 뭐라 해도 난 그댈 지킬게
never say 'let's split up', whatever they say I'll protect you
You and I together 내 두 손을 놓지 마
you and I together don't let go of my two hands
안녕이란 말은 never 내게 이 세상은 오직 너 하나기에
never say 'good-bye', because you are the only one for me in this world


그 많은 사람처럼
like so many people
우리 사랑 역시 조금씩 변하겠죠
our love will gradually change
하지만 제발 슬퍼 말아요
but please don't be sad
오랜 친한 친구처럼 나만을 믿을 수 있게
so you can trust in me, like a good old friend
기댈 수 있게
so you can lean on me
I promise you that I`m be right here baby

난 해준 게 없는데 초라한 나지만
I'm my miserable self that couldn't do anything for you
오늘 그대 위해 이 노래 불러요
but today I sing this song for you
Tonight 그대의 두 눈에
tonight in your two eyes
그 미소 뒤에 날 위해 감춰왔던 아픔이 보여요
I see the pain you've been hiding for me behind that smile
You and I together it`s just feels alright
이별이란 말은 never 그 누가 뭐라 해도 난 그댈 지킬게
never say 'let's split up',whatever they say I'll protect you
You and I together 내 두 손을 놓지 마
you and I together don't let go of my two hands
안녕이란 말은 never 내게 이 세상은 오직 너 하나기에
never say 'good-bye', because you are the only one for me in this world

외로운 밤이 찾아 올 땐 나 살며시 눈을 감아요
I close my eyes slowly when the lonely night comes to me
그대의 숨결이 날 안을 때 무엇도 두렵지 않죠
I'm not afraid of anything when your breath embraces me
이 세상 그 어떤 누구도 그대를 대신할 수 없죠
no one in this world can replace you
You are the only one in I`ll be there for you baby

You and I together it`s just feels alright
이별이란 말은 never 그 누가 뭐라 해도 난 그댈 지킬게
never say 'let's split up', whatever they say I'll protect you
You and I together 내 두 손을 놓지 마
you and I together don't let go of my two hands
안녕이란 말은 never 내게 이 세상은 오직 너 하나기에
never say 'good-bye', because you are the only one for me in this world

just you and I Forever and ever..

translation: [info]gogoparty

WATCH THE VIDEO!! WATCH IT!!



I should be doing my INTTLAW essay but yeah, I got too much kpop goodies missed this past few weeks so, yeah, to hell with TOM. kekekekekeke~ >:D

Okay. Just edited my post 'cause I want to put my commentaries. When I first heard the song, I loved it. I'm not Bom bias at all. I'm a Dara fan. But this solo is better than Dara's Kiss. Hands down. The beat of the music and the lyrics were superb. The music video was perfect. It was beautiful. Two thumbs up, YG! Back to doing essay! Bye!! :D



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peppergurl★
Yes, for you. Just for you. Only for you. You are it, everything, the whole universe with all the billion galaxies and stars. The separateness you feel is only a mask you have put on to enjoy this human form. Under the mask, your shape is All. How far can you now feel your Self expand? To your parent?... to your child?... to your friend?... to a stranger on a street?... half way around the globe?
 
 
peppergurl★
26 September 2009 @ 12:31 pm
What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there's no such thing as perfection and that she doesn't exist.

Oh trust me darling, she does.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste.
YOU CALL HER INSECURE.

She holds on to you like she's never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she's lucky that she has you, and no, you're not available.
YOU CALL HER CLINGY.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there's nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls "BABE" just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed.
YOU CALL HER SHALLOW AND JEALOUS.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you're not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that's how much she cares.
YOU SAY SHE'S NAGGING.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying "That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU."
YOU CALL HER OVERLY SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn't like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away.
YOU CALL HER DRAMATIC AND ANNOYING.

So go ahead. Try to leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.

better treat her right.
or else,
She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: The perfect boyfriend.
 
 
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peppergurl★
14 September 2009 @ 09:46 pm
2NE1 is one of my favorite girl groups. In the Club and I Dont Care are my favorite songs in the mini album. I'm so pleased when I watched this performance. The stage is awesome. I like this song very much. In the Club is a song about moving on. So yeah, I could relate to it. Hahaha. They really did well performing it. It's my first time seeing Bom-unnie wear pants. I've also notice that she lost some weight. Sad, I like the chubby Bom though. Dara-unnie is pretty as usual. She seems to be expressing the song from the heart. I can feel it. :)) CL and MinJi really have nice voices. I love MinJi. I love her voice, she dances well and she even raps. :)




I got my 2NE1 mini album na din! The cover is really pretty! As expected from YG, hahahaha! [info]ooaquamarineoo gave me the 2PM Time for Change as an early birthday present. At least ngayon, I have albums from YG and JYP. Sorry naman puro SM kasi yung nasa bahay e. Hahaha.  From now on, I will do my best to complete 2PM's album. Achievable naman yun e since they just debut-ed last year.  Hahaha. And I'll start with 2NE1 na din. :) Oh well, everything is worth it naman.  Buying their albums is the least I can do to show my support for them. :)

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peppergurl★
08 September 2009 @ 02:35 pm
I had a goodnight sleep last night. I slept earlier than before. Even more, I had a nice dream. Thank you, Lord. I woke up this morning happy. After my morning routine, the first thing I did was check my grades online. I passed most of my subject that I thought I would flunk. I started the day rejoicing. Then, I checked my twitter and tumblr. I saw fuckyeahkpop's post about Jay quitting. Suddenly, it made me feel like crying.



I've never given much love for Jay since the day I liked 2pm. I just liked him because of Wild Bunny. I learned that he's a funny person, he's nothing like a leader who supposed to be strict to his members. Basta, he's not what I thought he is. Just when I am starting to like him, he decides to quit the group. WTF. I'm really really sad, depressed. I blame the netizens who petition for Jay to commit suicide! WTF. What kind of petition is that? Is that even a petition? Really netizens, don't you have anything better to do? It's all in the past now. Bakit kailangan pang ungkatin? Let it go and get a life. Honestly, you think you're perfect? Look at what you did. Because of you, dim-witted fucktard netizens, Jay's quitting the group! I'm really sad because we, the hottest, kept on tweeting JYP not to let Jay leave the group, all our efforts have been wasted including the member's efforts as well.

Why is this happening? Just when they are celebrating their first anniversary. Just when they are about to release an album.

I am one sad hottest. If I have to flood JYP messages to stop Jay from going, I would. I must. I want Jay to be in that group. 2PM is not 2PM without the pink elder, without that funny boy from Seattle, without that crazy boy who loves dried mangoes.

 
 
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peppergurl★
14 August 2009 @ 09:21 pm
FIRST DAY:

This is my POV of what happened yesterday with chinen (steph), jemnise, seulstarlah (yeye) and kxtna7 (kris).

I haven't slept the day before. I was loaded with school stuff. I had to finish it. So yeah, the 'day' came, I was stressed, no sleep, I haven't had breakfast. We went to the airport disregarding hunger, fatigue and only carrying with me my hope of finally getting to see one of 2ne1.

Steph is my classmate so after we got dismissed at around 11, we headed to the airport to catch up with the guys. We were so nervous. I was really hungry. So we waited. and waited.
and waited. We at the airport for nothing. Then we went to eat to fill our empty stomachs and
to "energize".

We went to ABS-CBN afterwards. We went to the front desk and ask whether we could go to where Dara is. According to the lady, we need to get our contact to fetch us and take us to where Dara is. We couldn't get to our contact. We tried to contact everyone we know who could help us. But no one could help us.

I was really hopeless. It was already 5:30. We waited at Starbucks near the ELJ entrance. We waited and waited.

I heard screaming inside the building. I tried to see what was happening from the entrance door. Someone was blocking my view so I didn't get to see who their screaming at. I thought it must be John Lloyd or Piolo or whatever. But, I realized that these artists are always there so why in the world would they scream if they would see them everyday?I heard the screaming AGAIN. I did not bother to check who that was. And then, a Korean guy went outside with a suitcase that was patterned with flowers. I mumbled to Steph, "Uy, koreano." And then Jemnise asked Steph whether he's Korean. She answered yes.

I grabbed on to the bag of gift (I dunno, maybe it was just my reflex or whatever). And then, Steph screamed "DARA!!!" There she was donning the same hair in their MV I dont care. She was so pretty. She was so fair.  When Steph screamed her name, I run after Dara. But someone said, "No picture, no picture". I answered while running after them, "Gift! Gift!" And then the girl asked, "All?" I anwered, "Yes." And she took the bag. And as they ran, I was celebrating inside. I didnt know what happened to the others. All I know is that I ran to Steph. Hugging Steph because we were able to give the gift.

And then after the encounter, Yeye got a message from Dara  through Ktext.

The message goes like this:

Charan! Natapos ko na ang mga taping at gagawin ko sa abs! At papunta nako sa hotel ngayon lang papahinga pero hindi ako pagod! Sobrang enjoy ako eh sobrang thank u sa mga pumunta at thank u sa support thank u rin sa gift! C u again!

Translation: Tada! I finished all my tapings and I will head to the hotel. I haven't had rest but I am not tired. I'm really happy. Thanks so much to those who came, thanks for the support and thanks for the gift. see you again!

Even though, the encounter was just less than a minute, I still can't get over it. I guess these sudden moments are one of those you would never forget.



this is exactly how I feel yesterday.


SECOND DAY:

We went to ABS-CBN to watch Dara's interview at E-Live. We are fortunate enough to get good seats. I am really happy I get to see her upclose and happy that I was able to give our second "care package" personally to Dara herself. I met a lot of Sandara's fans, too.

FANCAM
 
 
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Current Music: 2NE1 - Pretty Boy
 
 
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